Im confessing the day im leaving
Im gonna confess to this girl whose probably lead me on for 3 years but what do i have to lose im a graduating senior going to one more day shes a junior God ive messed up not much this year im blocked on social medias bc she counter blocked me after i blocked her shes readded me on the multiple times ive removed her she still smiles she still waves out of car windows to get my attention she may be in a situationship now but ive never been there for her(and her friends still crash out over me like irl its crazy what they do) but i dont care they probably arent serious. Last year my friend who she doesnt even know told her on the school msging service i like her and her response was “i dont think he likes me” and she got very very angry i didnt approach her but i messed up even before then i had had insulted her, her friends and made her angry and nevertheless i never tried to make up with her she just kept readding me and trying to act like nothing happened. Ive leaked screenshots of her friends and been a total ass hole i ignored her asking me to “wait (firstname)” a feel days ago ive really messed up but times up. Under all of this i was a immature sophmore that fell for a immature freshman its time to close this chapter of my life i still rmb the way she talked to me and tried to compliment my family and make me feel good and i still feel the guilt of saying no to her when she begged me for candy i wasnt gonna eat which i rejected just because i liked her as she was a freshman and i was sophomore. All my msgs were me trying to paint her as a villain no wonder i got ghosted i never msged her normally i miss talking to her i shouldnt have ignored her i hate liking her and this ends this day.