How to Leave a Toxic Relationship?
I know we should not be together. But we have been together since we were 20/21. Ten years now and it's so hard to leave. We are definitely trapped in a neverending cycle of hurt pain and knowing that we deserve better, but the unconditional love built makes it so hard since, we are all we know and afraid of the unknown. Not being together is harder than just staying together.
We always fight bought the dumbest shit, mainly because he's not the brightest. For example.... Yesterday he sweared that air blowdryer was a wind blowdryer. Literally had to look it up for him and he said well wind is natural air from earth so that's a air blowdryer. 🤦🏻 Made no sense. I said go do some search and come back to me.
I want to have intellectual conversation but we seem to never have them. I want love and romance but it's like pulling teeth, I have to tell him exactly what I want and how I want it but then don't get it at all.
We are married, and I'm just ready to move on but don't know how to when this is all I know a relationship is like. I seen it in all my family relationships and his. Do I accept what I have or do I run away?