u/GroundedYogaGirl

I met a guy at a bar, had a few drinks with him, went to his hotel room without thinking (duh!!), and we had sex - more than once. I don’t remember how I felt and how he was in bed, how he looked naked - none of it. I just remember a few things he said.. Mostly compliments
No I wasn’t drugged, but I was quite drunk.

The thing is that it was my very first sex after my almost two decades long marriage, and I don’t remember any of it - pretty terrible.

He seemed to be very into me that night and in the morning after, but he hasn’t asked me out or anything since then… so yes it was my first ONS. I wouldn’t do it again. And I realized I was very reckless that night and I am relieved that he wasn’t a weirdo/psycho and didn’t do me any harm.