Pre festival anxiety- sorry for venting
Hi guys, long time listener first time caller.
Basically, ive been going through a bit of a mental health blip at the moment, ive attend BOA since 2008 and i also go to Download, damnation, slam dunk and 2000 trees regularly
Metal is my main go to love anything from death, black, doom, power, the lot but i love synthwave, dungeon synth, punk, emo, stuff like sleep token, enter shikari etc etc
Basically, for some reason, my brain has been telling me for the past 3 months that just because I go to trees and download and like the above etc, i don't belong at Bloodstock- as mental as this sounds, even though i've attend for almost 20 years, I just feel like someones just gonna tell me I can't come in.
Im basically, just looking for a bit of encouragement and uplift from you lovely lot- ideally, if anyone has any similar "conflicting" interests to mine that would be great- im just feeling a bit over whelmed at the moment and its making me, honestly, a bit sad and fed up when i should be excited for festival season