I’ve been trying to understand why I still feel lonely even when I’m interacting with people.
It’s not like I never talk to anyone. But a lot of interactions feel kind of… pre-set.
Like there’s a certain rhythm you’re supposed to follow, certain responses, and even the way things continue is always the same. Like “we should hang out sometime” or “let’s get together” but nothing actually comes from it.
And I do it too. It’s not like I’m above it. It just kind of happens. I think that’s part of what makes it feel so empty. It’s like I’m technically connecting with people, but not really.
And the few times something actually feels real, it still doesn’t go anywhere. It just fades out and I don’t really know what to do differently. So I end up feeling just as alone either way.
I guess I’m wondering if anyone else experiences this?
Or if you’ve found a way around it?