I met her in Madrid today before an award show. She was beautiful, insanely down to earth and just lovely. We had a conversation for 10 minutes, and she was surprised I’ve been following her career past Eurovision too🥺 she hugged me a few times and said she’d never forget it<3
I am in the most pain I have EVER been in my life. We just weren’t right for each other in the end, but I have never ever been so heartbroken as I am now. I can’t breathe. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her, even though she’s not the same person I fell in love with. Literally throwing up because I’m in so much pain </3
EDIT: thanks for all your lovely supportive comments <33 I’m doing better already today, but it’s gonna be peaks and troughs, as expected. Will take everything everyone said into account! I can do this, and eventually I’ll find a woman who respects me😌