I feel really lonely
I heard from one of my friends that most of my friends are talking bad behind me, he asked me if something was going on with me and then but I just said "nah they're probably just joking" but I still have doubts if they were or not. And he also said one of them was calling me by a name which I really really hate, because the nickname leads back to when a friend of mine said I should come to his birth day celebration, and the whole celebration they just kept making fun of me using that nickname they came up with until I cried, and they still haven't stopped until this day. So that's why I don't like when they call me that, now going back to the main point. After finding out that most of my friends have been talking bad about me behind my back, I felt absolutely lonely, because I never thought this day would come when friends I used to know since elementary school would make fun of me now. I don't know who to talk to about this because I'm not close with my family members either, and I can't talk to my other friends about it because I'm sure they won't care at all. But if you read until this point, I really appreciate it because at least I can tell someone about what I feel