Please read the whole body if possible. If you have any advice, academic non academic anything, much appreciated. if u don't, that's obv fine too.

The scores fluctuated between 220-245 mostly even then (actual paper mein toh 177 ke saath hag diya)(173->177 bonus, yet to update flair cause phone use ni karta sirf laptop).

abhi bhi waisa hi hai pretty much.

hv been doing coordinate geometry shit for the past few days-- mostly been wasting a lot of time though, studied only for a part of it, but ive finally come to my senses (almost) (i think).

but utna aaya hi nahi coordinate is paper mein... there were a few, ofc, but like 2 or smth. and 2-3 from 3D, planes mostly (im bad with plane related questions, not enough practice prolly)

barely any vectors ke questions though (i think apart from 3D wale stuff there was not even a single question) even tho im good at it (which... pretty much everyone is, yeah).

i attempted 30/40 questions in math...got fckn 8 wrong. and like 5/8 of them were EKDUM WAAHIYAT KISM KI ERRORS. like you'd technically call them "silly mistakes" ig, but when there's so many of em, it aint silly anymore.

i even gave a shit ton of time to math (1+ hour) (ik that was wrong but yeah, i guess not attempting papers for a while does get u out of the groove a bit. not that my scores were any better back then but speed yeah)

for physics, i was still able to do as good as prev times... tho, again, not all that good.
but even in phy, out of the 3 errors i made, 2 were again those "waahiyat kism wali" mistakes.
and, like, combined with the math ones, it becomes the i-wanna-crawl-into-a-hole-and-die level bad.

chem, chem, chem.
chem was trash.
i attempted 14/30 questions, 3 out of which were wrong.
well, i didn't get much time to do it cause of wasting too much time on math, yeah.

but ever apart from that my physical chem is shit af, im scared the moment i see some equilibrium or electrochem question... even if it turns out to be an easy question, it's like a pre-defined thingy for me 💔

there WERE quite a few outside-mains topics too, though. now, i'll need to check the number with someone else too but i feel there were 7-ish questions having stuff that ive never heard about and/or are from chapters outside mains entirely.

about English...
i was trynna do vocab from Anki deck, which i made using a quizrr pdf of synonyms& antonyms having 400 words. i reduced it to 300, kept some only because there was a word i didnt know (yes my vocab is shit af). today's the third day of doing that deck.

i half-knew english prep is kinda useless for bitsat. but i still believed in the law of diminishing returns, and that people who were finding it useless might alr have good vocab and shit, unlike me.
but even im starting to feel like, yk, 10 question aate hain, 5 toh waise bhi ho hi jaane hain at the very least (iss baar ki was so fucking easy i attempted 9/10 and got all correct, it's v unusual for me tho)

however, im still not 100% sure whether or not to continue with it longer, sometimes i see bad ahh words too. i just wanted to know before i proceed to waste even more of my time.

iss baar toh even LR was relatively good for me, i didnt attempt 2 and got 1 wrong rest all correctly attempted. but, again, not the usual case.