prayers & advice
this could be a long story, but i’m gonna try and make it long story short.
basically i dated someone about three years ago & while i was out of the country for a mission trip, i found out he was cheating on me. i stayed with him because i kept trying to forgive, but whole time he just continued to cheat and i later found out he cheated our whole relationship, before i even left and after i came back. this obviously messed my view on relationships up a lot.
i am dating someone now and he’s probably going to be leaving for an internship out of state in the coming months. while i am super excited for him and career growth, i am absolutely terrified. i’m not even scared of him cheating necessarily. i’m terrified of him realizing he doesn’t want me or thinking im too much or the distance becoming a problem.
i don’t really want to hear “what’s meant to be will be” or anything like that. to be plain and simple, i have a lot of anxious attachment issues and im trying to work through them with God. i honestly just wanted to know if anyone had tips on dealing with trusting others and Gods plan and finding worth in God, but also communicating fears with significant other to not come off as selfish, but transparent. any help or advice or even prayers would be appreciated 🩷🙏🏻