u/GuessPhysical1707 — reddlx

honestly i felt pretty stupid by getting this, the guy i slept with before hand told me he was itching and asked for my opinion on it and then we just brushed it off as if it was nothing….and then i got scabies OF COURSE LOL. but i also learned a number of people on here have the same damn story as me on how they got scabies so it made me feel a little better about it. sometimes i wish i just got a terrible sickness. i’ve had it for months now (i’ve done treatments) and honestly i just wanna feel normal again, i’ve been feeling less itchy so im hopeful but at the same time im just scared and im embarrassed most of the time because of the way my skin looks and feeling itchy doesn’t make it any better the worst thing is it’s so hard to know if your truly better or not:/ and it’s so draining to just sit and think about maybe the possibility that these little fucks are still eating my mother fucking skin lol. i feel so jealous of people who don’t have this or wish i could go back in time to tell myself to not sleep with him lol, i think the treatment options for this is stupid as well because most of the time it just makes it worse but whatever. i’ve got really messed up hands and im just so embarrassed about them and some marks on my tummy and summer is coming so that sucks:/ anyways i just wanted to share this because if your like me right now feeling down, feeling drained physically and mentally and also kinda a little depressed because frankly your tired of this bs and maybe a little insecure about your skin so it’s hard to step foot outside your not alone and we’re gonna get through this:/