u/Gueydune2-0

this was a 6 month situation that started quickly and ended abruptly. i was so hopeful this would finally be the one that works. we had a lot of fun but i ignored his red flags because i chose to see the best in him. he ended up leaving because 6 months had passed without us being in love with each other. i don’t think i really loved him either. but it was short lived, and if i didn’t love him, why am i unable to eat? why can’t i think of anything else? why is he the first thing my mind goes to when i wake up in the middle of the night? i feel like he lied to me a little about certain things, i feel betrayed that i finally let myself trust someone and i got disappointed and hurt in the end. im angry at myself actually. he disturbed me when i was at peace, pursued me, promised me he was really that interested. just to get my hopes up and when i finally let my guard down he takes it away. it’s probably for the best. i just wanted to avoid feeling this way again.