u/Guilty-Lifeguard-499

sorry of the text mess up. My ex broke up with me a few months ago and blocked me after finding out that I attempted suicide because of it she blocked me on everything. me and my partner broke up a few months ago. she broke up with me on text saying that we can be friends and that I’m a really cool person and that I can still be in their life, she felt that my depression was too dramatic and that I’m overly nice that it felt smothering when I was just doing the bare minimum. I felt so used and after a bit of thinking I attempted and I shot myslef with a flare gun hoping it will kill me. I luckily survived and eventually she found out and she blocked me on everything. no closure no nothing. I felt so defeated and alone that she couldn’t even give me the decency to say goodbye. Shes a content creator and does a lot of cosplay content videos on TikTok and I eventually heard thst she went on a live stream and talked about it, something that felt so personal to me being used as a way for peopel to sympathize for her and that she dodged a bullet. I still miss her I regret so much but her friends hate me for what I did to myself. But I just wish she would reach out that we could be friends again like we did before we dated