Hello everybody,
I have been addicted to gambling god knows how long, but in the last 2 years it spiralled so out of control that I took personal loans totaling to 30k € and I own family and friends around another 20k€.
Totaling to 50k€
The later 20k€ has been from around the last 9 months since my daughter has been born, i totally spiralled again.
I need to come clean as I have no other options to prolong this charade...
The only thing that is killing me is consenqunces given that the whole debt is already equal to 50 monthly salaries and the personal loan expires in 2033.
I earn about 1.1k € monthly.
As i said I need to come clean but I do not even know where to start as this will likely both end my marriage and probably my family relations.
If anyone had any experience regarding coming clean please let me know, if anyone had any debt equal to 4 year of salaries please let me know what worked.
I do not even know if I am willing to change and stop or if I just hit the wall, that is the only thing that scares me even more.
Because i cannot live like this any more.