I couldn’t have what I wanted and now I don’t want anyone else.
There’s this girl and I have posts about her from before this happened and in the middle of it happening. First of all I’m 14m and she is 14f. So basically me and this girl had been talking since 6th grade. And we’ve been through rough moments like when she tried to unalive herself and I had to help her through it. It went both ways where she helped me with a lot and I helped her with a lot. Out of nowhere and I didn’t notice any behavior changes, no different vibes, no weird atmosphere, and for seemingly no reason, she ghosted me. It’s been a couple weeks and I’ve thought of other girls of course but I still have dreams about this girl and can’t ever get her off my mind. As vulnerable and ego hurting it makes me feel I do cry almost every night about her. And at this point I’m not even asking for advice I just needed to vent. I can’t figure out why she ghosted me and it hurts that she just left. We never really got official but she liked me and I liked her. We were perfect in my eyes. We only didn’t date because her parents were strict and didn’t want her dating. She doesn’t talk to me outside of texting either. I can’t do this anymore.