How do I stop this?
I’m on a throwaway account cause honestly I feel guilty about this, but I (17 M) recently lost all interest in porn and have been detoxing after finally meeting my long distance girlfriend in person. Honestly she’s so pretty and kind it just made me immediately lose interest in anything but her and it made me want to get better, and I even kicked my addiction with no issues or urges since then. But the only thing that makes me feel gross about myself is getting hard around girls, even in situations where I shouldn’t be. The first time I went on a date before my current girlfriend, all we did for the most part was walk and talk and even then I was hard for no reason, and when I met my current girlfriend in person for the first time I wasn’t hard, but when we held hands and hugged I got hard for no reason, and it made me feel gross for getting hard over something as innocent as that. Is this something that goes away naturally or is there something I can do to work on it?