Hiding rs from parents
Yall Im dead. Im 19F and dating 19M. We r both Indian. I am so done with life. We started dating when we were 17. It’s gonna be 2 years soon. And boy these two years I have gone theu sm like a whole ass emotional rollercoaster. Better we also studied in an Indian school and met when we were 16 became bsfs and started dating when 17. Yall my teacher CALLED MY PARENTS HAHAHAHA MINE not his lemme highlight that. Why r they so pathetic bro like wtf. I had three months of emotional rollercoaster ( love my bf sm cauze this actually strengthened our rs weirdly) they made me “break up “ with him ( I obv didnt). He was the reason for my “ downfall” I quote. Everyday i was scolded lectured and everything and because ld that I did pathetically in my predicted grades HAHAHAHAH. And obv he was blamed. Yall the hilarious part was we did nothing in school Yall nothing just I was just with him as a bsf most of the time and those mfs. Bro sm couples ans they purposely called only mine??? ARE SCHOOLS EVEN ALLOWED TO DO THAT WTF????? I have sm trauma from that place Yall. I am going to join a rlly good Uni this Aug ( i was in my gap year FOR A FULLLL YEARRR WITH MY PARENTS HAHHAHAHA) and he joined last Aug. Yall I survived almost. Im gonna join a top 10 Uni pre med. I am still hiding it. I haven’t talked to hi me in three months Im not even jk. I’ll cry bro. Why is this. Like this bad. Even the thoughts of those months when they found out abt my bf make me horrified i was called everything. They were like oh u don’t care u wanna get married at 18 ah what lose ur dreams and everything and go be a housewife. Context is in my 19 years I have never done anything but study lol. This past gap year was a HORRRROR. Horror story. I cannot wait to go to hostel Yall. 3 MORE MONTHS I CANNOT WAIT. It’s that bad Yall. Anyone else who went theu anything like ts. And he finished one year and is back and idek how Im gonna go see him Im panning to go with a friend obv. After this idk when I’ll see him cauze we both will leave to diff places. But at least I’ll be able to cal him daily.
My whole life I studied. Im still gonna study a long time and I love studying Lmfaoo. But the amt of hatred they showed me those months is unforgettable . My parents were always like common Indian parents but also showed love in their ways. But this was the first time I had been scolded this bad and lol. Idk. I was maybe a little spoilt when I was younger but this is. This was so bad. It’s been almost 1.5 years since that happened. I just wanna see my bf lol.