I'm so disgusted and tired
I'm so beyond tired. I now have to get a second job to keep my family afloat because my husband, who knows how bad our financial situation is, has little to no interest in getting a better-paying job, won't bother to go back to school, or enter into a trade. He's perfectly fine letting me work two jobs, 80 hours a week, zero days off, while going to school full-time for my BS. He never offered to get a second job. We're on the brink of losing our home, and I refuse to become homeless with two small children. He's a great dad and does his part around the house, but I can't live like this anymore. I want to get out of debt, get a better place to live, take my kids on vacation, and I want to eventually be able to retire and enjoy my golden years. I know if I stay, I'll never get to live that life because I'll be dragging dead weight around. I'm so sad that he's not the man I thought he was, and my heart is broken for my kids because I never wanted this for them.