Advice ?
I (18 F) caught my boyfriend (18 M) watching porn again after an argument, he had completely quit before we started dating, no therapy, no nothing which i know people say is not possible so I just feel gullible believing his word that he did stop. Recently we had been arguing a lot and I am an avoidant person while he is very anxious so id always just say “i’m breaking up with you” as like a way to push him away. He said it never got easier to hear that as it was always hurtful since i would get pretty rude and that is my fault i take accountability, but that that’s what essentially caused the relapse. This was 2ish weeks ago he has been seeing a CSAT since then and I really don’t know how to go about this. I feel naive in wanting to trust him but at the same time we’ve been friends for so long and I believe when he says he’ll change. I know we’re both so young and most people would say that’s a reason to leave now instead of continuing this relationship but I just really love him as much as it may sound like puppy love and whatnot. At the same time it’s scary because I am a very insecure person in a relationship, i would always question him if he was watching that or if he was doing anything bad, sometimes even accuse him but he’d always say no and promise so now it’s like well you lied before why wouldn’t you now. Should I continue talking and maintaining a friendship with him or just go no contact for a while and come back after some time?