Why do I feel like my Capricorn Moon doesn't fit my personality or the rest of my chart?
I know that the moon is how you process emotions internally and how you react to things and make descions etc. With a Capricorn Moon I supposedly make decisions with logic and consider all the pros and cons. And process my emotions logically and analytically. I'm supposed to have "natural leader insticts" and thrive or structure and organization. None of these ring true for me. I hate being in charge, I would rather have someone tell me what to do,
I am often in decision paralysis bcs I'm worried about how it will make me feel or make other's feel, and my emotions take over almost completely when I'm upset or excited. There is no logical processing and it makes me impulsive. I'm also often disorganized in my life. I feel like it also contradicts a lot of the other emotional signs in my chart like my Cancer Sun or Pisces Ascendent. If anyone could help me understand why I feel in direct contradiction with such an important sign I would be very grateful.