Everything's going the wrong way
Hi, I m lav 16yrs old. I have been through a lot, since the first of this year everything that has been happening around me just makes me lose myself and think of the worst I can do to myself. Sometimes I feel I m good for nothing it's like I m just useless i m just so bad at everything. I don't deserve this life and I feel so bad about myself when I fail to console others prolly because I never have been properly comforted and consoled myself. I m the worst I m sorry to everyone. I don't know how to manage anything I don't deserve anything and anyone. I just sometimes wish I was dead idk what the future holds but I really wish to be dead. No one really seems to understand me and I feel so hurt by that it's always like I m the one who's always responsible for everything. My parents have lost their hope in me and they believe I won't be able to achieve anything in my life, Adding to this they believe I have no qualities and skills. Nothing can hurt me more than this I feel terrible I wish I was better, I wish I was something near to being perfect...