u/Gullible_Composer357

So I hit the 30 day mark today, after about 5-6 weeks of sporadically breaking NC before that, and hitting a stone wall with the avoidant ex who discarded me. I can see now what the "experts" mean: I definitely feel calmer emotionally now, and not on the constant verge of tears. I'm not stuck in constant rumination and sadness. I'm starting to live my life again, albeit cautiously. No sign of my ex though, and I do still hope to reconnect in some way.

To those of you who've done it already: What can I expect these next 30 days? How did you feel in month 2 of NC (days 30-60)? And was there any notable changes in your ex?

P.S. -- She's got me blocked on all socials atm.