What does my crush think of me, is there a chance?
So I have been practicing cartomancy for some time but I get too confused sometimes.
For context we are both guys, we live in a conservative country where it's not open so nobody can safely express their feelings. Though I have noticed sometimes him trying to copy me. We don't talk at all, sometimes when I tried by befriending his friends, he seemed overly hasty around me, his profile makes me seem he's kinda religious. We are not in the same class but same degree and batch. He seems pretty heterosexual to me so I am using cards to think what he might think of me
Photo 1: the reading I did back in January. I used cardarium British conservative cartomancy to interpret and it told me he thinks neutrally of my but thinks I talk too much or am a chattering person (though a queen means a lady I thought maybe it could mean me because I act very feminine so he thinks of me that I am feminine idk I need guidance)
Photo 2: the reading I took last week
I didn't make a photo but I also got many heart cards in a reading that I did a few weeks prior.
What do you all think. I am also very interested in knowing the mechanism of your interpretation. Are the cards calling me the queen of diamonds or is it some woman in his life? I asked specifically what he thinks of me and does he secretly love me?