
Help interpreting
There’s a guy that I had a falling out with that, I would like to reconnect with, but my biggest fear here is that if I reach out no matter when I’ll get rejected, and the only time a true opening will actually present itself is by the time i really don’t care anymore. Like my anxiety is gonna psych me out, but I feel like this is gonna be just another push pull dynamic. Like I really do want a second chance, but I feel like a part of me is aware of the fact that like he’s probably the type of person to only care once I really don’t care anymore.