u/Gullible_Tale_3854

I fucked up and I took a few drinks. Im going through it rn. Trying to stay clean from other stuff.

I've gone so far though to start sending messages to old dealers.

Partly i want to relapse, partly i want to stay clean.

Honestly. I feel so lost and im reaching out for help here.

Its pretty desperate though since my mind is pretty set on relapsing. I honestly dont even know why im posting here. A cry for help maybe? I dont know if i want to be helped though.

What can others learn from this? DONT drink after being 2 years sober even if alcohol wasnt your drug of choice.

I personally thought alcohol wasnt an issue but now clearly it is.

Delete this post if not allowed. Thx.