My first ever S*x experience (It was shit )
So I'm 19M and she's 20F. We are basically the best friends from approximately past 2 years, like we share everything. Everything means literally everything, just like couples do. But we both were clear from the very beginning that we are not going for a relationship and this type of shit, coz obviously after that everything ruins in whatever the bond we share. We are like couples but without any name... the attraction, the intimacy (not physical), the longing, etc etc. We are like Platonic Friends.
I guess this much background is enough for now.
So it all started with an instagram reel. As we share too much close bond. I randomly shared her reel mentioning "You Me and This Kind Of Weather". After i shared her a reel. My feed sucked and i was shown up only by those kinds of couple reels (the dark romance and all). So i just started spamming all the reels to her DM.. and at last i wrote a message that " See... My Feed is Sucked" and she just started reacting to those reels like a couple.. "❤️🫶😋🌝🤌👀" these were the emojis she used to react on the reels. And replied to some of my reels like "Maybe we can do this" and she started spamming these kinds of reels to my dm... Coz obviously her feed was also sucked after watching my sent reels.. after the reel session we chatted for like 2-3 hours and we concluded that "Let's Have S*x Buts Just As A Friend" i be like "That's Great.. Let's Do It"..
The next day we met and we had a hanky panky 😭... BTW we both were virgin. She was happy with whatever hanky panky we had. Like she was not letting me go home (she was like.. Let us cuddle and sleep together and make this night memorable). She was just telling me to stay with me the whole night (p.s. we had the hanky panky in between 4 to 8 evening). So basically she was happy.. but i was not feeling the spark that I'm having S*x for the first time. It was like I'm just M*stur**ting. The only activity when i felt the spark was the time when we were "Making Out" (like deep kissing, love bites and all..) but the pen*tration part was sucked 😭 (I'm damn sure that I'm emotionally connected to her but still the pen*tration part was not that much pleasuring to me). Did you also feel the same for the first time ? Many people hyped up S*x so much. Trust me folks its not worth the hype. People exaggerate it soo soo much.
Well she was like let's meet tomorrow again (her lower abdomen was in pain but still she said that)... 😭 but I will give it a try after a week. Let me process my first time 🥲..
I'm not a good story teller . So pardon me for my story telling skills... 🙃
Well that's all from my side. Please let me know how was your first time .. 🥹