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[Sources In Post] Looking for manhwas where the FL or ML wants to die
Image sources:
- Villains Are Destined To Die
- Kill The Villainess
- The Blooming Violet in the Back Garden
Obviously I don't want them to actually succeed, which means I'm discounting any story where the FL or ML successfully takes their life only to be reincarnated or regressed to an earlier point in their life. So no The Broken Ring, for example, even though Ines does it twice.
This may be a bit messed up to say, but I like seeing stories where the FL or ML hits their limit of tolerance for the awful things they have to deal with in life. They hate the people around them, they hate the world they live in, they lived and survived and fought for all the years beforehand but got to a point where they just didn't have the will or the energy to keep fighting if it meant they kept just getting more bullshit out of it.
I could also include stories like The Cruelty of Salvation or How To Win My Husband Over where the FLs hit their limit and are living in just absolute despair with no hope but haven't actually tried taking their own life. That's the kind of angsty feeling.
HOWEVER -- and this is equally as important!
I don't want a ML who was the original cause of the despair and desire to not live anymore 'making up for it' by groveling and redeeming themselves. I can also like those stories, but that's not the mood I'm in right now.
What I want is a more of a story where that same FL or ML finds happiness and purpose afterwards. It can be because they find a new resolve or a situation presents itself that helps them finally pull themselves out of the bullshit. Or it could be something, or someone (say the FL/ML) appearing just in time to start giving them nice things and show them good reasons to keep living. Whether it's just having someone on their side to care for and love them, or giving them a purpose they can believe in, or surrounding them with people who actually give a shit and want them to be happy...
That scene from The Cruelty of Salvation where Olivia sobbing in absolute despair as she walks down a deserted road, only for Noah to appear like a miracle and propose to her as her salvation, is one of my favourites. But I also love Kill The Villainess or other revenge stories where the FL finds purpose in getting revenge first, but by then having more to live for so they don't go through with taking their own life.
Honestly I'd fuck with a story where the FL gets her revenge by having a whole village, city, country or world destroyed because of her hatred for the world she was reincarnated into. Just full villainess ending, kind of like what happens with Roxana where her revenge is her whole family (couple of exceptions aside) being wiped out, but she never really got to that point of despair... more just pure hatred.
Any and all recs are wanted, with those guidelines in mind!