I found out about you today
I was just scrolling through the day of my events and pretending that I have not hurt myself so severely by absolutely disregard.
And I was doing the part of my hair I hate doing. Not thinking many thoughts, just moving through the moments.
I found out instantly in my chest behind my eyes and they swelled the noises that I thought were visceral are nothing in a comparison to the bellows of my Belly.
I found out you were going to be fine without me. Although I discarded you like a joker. I do not have my self under control and neither do you.
I really wanted someone to take care of me and I forgot about the fact that was you. I wailed.
I knew I was spiraling into my depths of sorrow and need for mercy. But you're gonna be fine without me. I found that out about you.