u/HMVangard

Haven't been eating as much and as well as I usually do since maybe 2nd week of may, anyone else relate? or just me 😞

Did physics yesterday, good paper overall but just realised I messed up the moments question (I, for some reason, included the nonexistent moment of the force of the plank at A) and now I'm in a mood.

Knew in the exam I bottled the second part of the electricity question and a fair chunk of the swing one but the moments question haunts me the most

So I've managed to lock in and now I'm doing pretty well in my subjects. Occassionally, I feel like I'm going to get the coveted AAA I need for my firm, only to feel like I'll mess up when the time comes to sit my papers and miss my offer. Anyone else going through these ups and downs and ups and downs?

Firmed UoSheffield, was wandering if anyone else firmed a shoxbridge (UoSheffield + Cambridge + Oxford) uni. If so, what course?

Almost cried. It felt like I either go to my firm or I die recently but my grades are kinda in the shitter rn. Should be able to get into at least 1 of the unis I applied to but still. I've never felt suicidal before but I just felt like a stain on my family and kept imagining myself just jumping off a building or going to a local park and taking myself out and my family grieving over my dead body and what could've been. I'd imagine those count as suicidal thoughts, it's my first time so I'm not very sure. I feel better now though. Has anyone else felt this way?