It took me getting really sick to finally get few nights deep and long sleep
Well, after months of poor sleep and insomnia my immune system probably crashed and I got pretty sick with a heavy fever, sore throat, headache, and all that. But ironically I was so tired that the night time sleepiness came on so easily and I fell asleep hard and fast the past few nights even with all the crappy symptoms and sweating. I would sleep for many hours with vivid dreams and when I woke up in middle of the night I would easily fall back asleep for another many hours of deep sleep. It was such a relief to finally experience that night time sleepy feeling again and no middle of the night insomnia. It's so sad that I had to get sick to experience what should be a normal sleeping cycle yet here we are. I now dread that once this sickness is over the insomnia will come raging back like a demon that's been lurking in the background and waiting to inflict its torment on me once again noooo!!!!! :( Anyone else have similar experience with being sick?