How and when does the change in usage happen?
i was just wondering this, while unfortunately hitting the pen yet again, and thinking back to when i first started smoking. It seemed so exciting but there was absolutely no urge to do it all the time. It felt more like the kinda thing you'd do once and it'd be the highlight of the week, and a weird altered state where you laugh and hear music differently and say stupid shit. So when exactly does it turn into this weird depressive habit. I didnt even have mental health problems before and i guess technically now i dont either but im pretty depressed and smoking way too much and find it impossible to quit. And is it ever possible to get back to that state? so its like a drink on a night out? and not this all consuming nightmare where you feel the need to get high before doing any task.