Its Hard To Move On Even After She Hurt Me
Okay so this girl I dated for about a year broke up w me and January. Not even 2 weeks later shes akready speaking to another guy, found out they had some intimate miments. Also the day she broke up with me she was speaking to a new guy. She posts a video saying Im begging her to take me back which I was absoultely not doing. Then I block her, she messages my number we have a convo and we sort of make up. 2 weeks later we speak again and it was calm. Month later she sends me a suicide note, Im there for her the whole time. She tells me she still loves me and wants to see me. We have a great 3 weeks before she randomly backs off a lot. I found out around the time we started talking again the other guy had actually ditched her. For some reason, I let it slide, I start to lose myself over her and when I tell her abiut it she doesnt really seem to care. Her friend tells me that shes been speaking to other guys and plans to hangout with one soon. When I hear this I finally snap and block her everywhere. Her friends tell me she was freaking out the next day asking if she did something wrong. She tells one of her friwnds that after she rethought everyrhing she wants to speak to me again. For some reason I still miss her and how we were before she turned into this unrecognisable person, I think about her a lot still. My parents told me shes no longer allowed in our house anymore after what she did. I have been going to therapy to get help. How am I meant to move on?? Shes fucked me over so badly and for some reason I still struggle to move on. What do I do?