u/Hajime_Husband

I know my Dhanishta lagna/moon makes me clinically inspired and inclined to wealth and fame, i know i want that desperately lol. But it mostly comes from a place of love from me, because i have chronic shoulder pain that makes me unable to work "normal" jobs... And i really want to make money for my mom and buy her a nice house.

Part of me believe that anything can work on the internet as long as your honest with yourself, but i've been feeling quite self-conscious about it and i find myself very unattractive. Not sure i am physically cut out for fame.

So, do i have what it takes to put myself out there and make something that can attract some attention and possibly live off of it ? And if yes, what kind of thing should i post ? Thank you!! :-)

[I didn't know what type of charts to share so i put all of them in lol, feel free to ignore them if they don't have anything to do with my initial question, i'm a vedic newbie :-0]

19GF [genderfluid], i have always been attracted to careers involving art and public recognition: singing, acting, modeling, etc... Recently, i have come to term with what i want i to do. Streaming/Becoming an influencer. I know it'll allow me to exeperience every type of arts i like and get the public recognition i so desire. I am 100% i am going to be famous (and rich i hope) one day (let me be delusional please).

But here is the catch, my mom isn't... Young. She divorced recently after wasting almost all her life on an abusive and violent man. She gave up all her dreams and wants because of him. The only thing she had was a house and he basically forced us to leave-

Becoming famous is one thing, i know one day i will live of off it. But i would love to offer a beautiful house where me and my mom can live in, offer her jewelery, luxury things. And i don't know how to make it happen faster or find money for that to happen before she's gone. I'm afraid of wasting years building something that she won't even be able to enjoy.

How can i merge my deeply selfish dream career and my need to live close to her, in her dream house, knowing i can't work a "real job" because of chronic shoulder pain ????