u/Hamnyyy

No matter what I do what I active people will still look down on me (specifically my mom) no matter what I do plus I never loved what I did in my life although I’ve achieved a lot of stuff such as losing weight I mean a lot of weight maybe 50 pounds and now I’m 12 bfp but I still hate myself no matter what I do I tried to kms 3 times and it didn’t work out. And I goon everytime I feel bad. My gf told me a lot of stuff such as u r the chosen one and ur the first guy who treated me well but she just disappeared not saying anything. I just wanna be loved. And no I’m not ugly my rating is high mtn I did the looksmaxxing shi I went from sub 5 to high mtn and the shitty feeling is still the same