The best make up sex so far…
Kakapost ko palang sa confessions kaninang madaling araw na malungkot at frustrated ako that my husband (31M) rejected my invitation to have sex… 3x yesterday.
Nagtampu-tampuhan si girl this morning. He gave in and gave me one of the best make up sex so far.
(disclaimer: please bear with me first time ko magsulat ng ganito ka-explicit na kwento)
I, 30F, sobrang tamad ko sa sex before and least sa love language ko ang physical touch, basta tamad kung tamad.
But suddenly I had this “sexual awakening” after I gave birth to our second child. IDK. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba na-CS ako or dahil ba more than a year kaming no contact (due to pregnancy and post-pregnancy).
Ever since this “sexual awakening”, pagpatak ng ovulation week ko. Grabe yung cravings ko kay hubby… to a point that any time of the day, inaatake na ako ng kalibugan.
Nung earlier times nitong awakening ko, nahihiya pa ako magyaya. I usually just tease him by touching his penis or his butt… or kung nakahiga naman kami, idadantay ko yung legs ko para intentionally masangga si junjun. Kapag tinigasan na siya, alam ko no turning back na yun and he will f\*ck me to our hearts content.
But now, I feel more confident telling him na I want him. I know this excites him lagi, kasi sinabi niya yun dati na iba ang feeling kapag ako yung nagyaya at nag-initiate. So I tried being vocal about it that I want him, or kaya I go straight to BJ na kahit tulog pa sya, or ride on top of him and kiss him hanggang magising sya.
He’s really amazing in bed, nababaliw ako every time he f\*ck me slow and hard. Ibang level ang sex life namin nitong mga nakaraan, no kidding. Yung period tracker app ko, puno lagi ng 🤍… pag time of the month lang talaga natitigil.
Yesterday morning, I attempted to do my trick and ask him if we can have our “breakfast” in bed. He rejected it saying we still have a long day.
In the evening, I’ve asked him but tumawa lang siya at nagsabing magwork daw muna kami (flexi sched sa work so di sagabal sa sex life lol).
Bago matulog, I asked him again, he said he’s sleepy na at inalis yung kamay ko na kumakalabit.
So ayun, napindot si OA at si Sadness.
He rejected me 3x. Sino bang di magdadrama non? IDK how to process how I am feeling kasi hindi naman ako nasasatisfy pag mag-sarili ako, I also am not into p\*rn. Umiyak na lang ako out of frustration kasi wala akong outlet and I need this feeling to get out,
At dahil tulog siya, I sent him a long message telling him how I felt when he rejected me.
Kaso hindi pala naka-silent phone niya so tumunog at nagising siya. 🫣
Akala ko susuyuin na ako after he read that, pero hindi.
So natulog ako na kinikimkim ko yung tampo ko at yung sakit nararamdaman ng kiffy kong nalungkot din.
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Fast forward to morning
I felt his arms wrapping around my waist. Tapos hinila niga ako para mag-spoon. His hard thing na nakatutok sa pwet ko, woke up all my senses.
Him: “Sorry na, mahal”
Tapos yung kamay nya pinapagapang n nya sa boobs ko, sa tiyan, pababa sa inner thighs… he knows how to get me. Weakness ko yung himas sa inner thigh.
Siyempre magtatampururut muna si ate niyo. Kinuha ko yung kamay nya pabalik sa tiyan ko.
Me: “Okay na yun, just hug me. I still want to sleep.”
Then niyakap naman niya ako, back hug while nakasideways kami na higa, kaya yung matigas nyang sandata, tutok na tutok sa pwet ko.
Him: “Sorry”
Then he start kissing my neck to my ears, isa pang weakness ko ay yung ear bite. Kiss sa neck. Bite sa ears. Then saying “sorry na”. Hindi ko na mapigilan, as a marupok af, I moaned. Kapag nag-moan na ako, alam na alam niya na na game on na.
(Wait shet ang hot… pagkatapos ko isulat to mayaya nga siya ulit hahahaha)
So hinila na niya ako patihaya at umibabaw na siya sa akin.
He started kissing me sa lips, na may kasamang lip bite. Ugh. Mababaliw ako.
Him: “Sorry kung ni-reject kita.”
Bawat halik niya sa’kin, nagsasabi siya ng sorry.
Hinubaran niya na ako.
Naghubad na din siya ng damit.
He went for my nipples, looking at me as he was sucking it. Mas malaki pa naman ngayon ang dede ko kasi breastfeeding ako. So habang sinasuck niya yung dede ko, lilipat siya sa lips ko to suck/bite it, then balik sa nipples. (Baliw na baliw na ako at this point, at basang basa na)
Me: f\*ck me now please (tuluyan na bumigay ang marupok na matampuhin 🫣)
At ipinasok na nga niya si junjun, slowly but surely. Habang nakatitig ng malagkit sa akin.
He then shifted our position. Pinaluhod niya ako sa bed to f\*ck me in my favorite position: doggy. It was slow, pero sagad na sagad at kuhang kuha niya.
Hindi magaling sa multitasking si hubby, pero while he is fucking me from behind, parehong kamay niya ay nilalamas yung dede ko at kinukurot yung nipples ko. Shet first time yan at ibang level pala yung sensation pag nahi-hit nya lahat ng right spots ng sabay sabay.
I came already sa sobrang sarap.
Then he stopped for a bit. Akala ko, suko na. Kinuha lang pala niya yung 6-inches na dildo ko.
Him: Should we try DP?
Ako na hindi ko na maintindihan nararamdaman ko I said yes.
Tumihaya ako ulit. He inserted the dildo muna, labas masok sa kips ko. Sobrang intense ng feeling na nilalabas pasok nya sakin yun, habang pinapanood niya lang ang reaction ko. Kapag natetense na yung muscles sa hita ko, hinihimas niya to relax me.
And then he inserted his dick, habang nasa loob din yung dildo ko. And fuuuuudge, it hurts but it feels good at the same time. Nung nagstart na sya bumayo, nawala na ako sa senses ko. It was slow, hard f\*ck, but intense kasi ganun pala feeling ng dalawang nakapasok sayo.
Tapos pinabalik niya ako sa doggy position and tried f\*cking me again with the dildo, tapos siya, tapos yung dildo ulit. I swear, if you haven’t tried this, try it now. Malapit na akong labasan, pero I am holding it in at this point ‘cause I want us to end ng sabay.
And pang-finale ko lagi is our cowgirl position. Kasi dito ramdam na ramdam ko kung gaano katigas si hubby and I really like to see his reaction kapag nagtetwerk na ako on top of him.
He gave me a really good one, so sino ba naman ako para hindi i-reciprocate yun. Siyempre ginalingan ko din yung paggiling at twerk sa ibabaw niya.
Him: Malapit na ako
Me: Iputok mo sa loob ko please
Him: (confused but excited) wait what? Baka mabuntis ka.
Me: No, iputok mo sa loob.
I twerked a little faster and alam kong nababaliw na din si hubby sa ginagawa ko, but nilabas pa din nya si junjun so kamay ko na ginamit ko to help him out na labasan.
(Side kwento: he really likes it na iputok sa loob pero we are responsible naman, kaya hinuhugot nya pa din pag lalabasan na sya. It’s just my way para labasan na sya ng tuluyan.)
And he kissed me again one more time.
It was indeed one of our most intense make up sex… but worth it pala yung tampo, sobrang sarap ng bawi.
Now I think I want a DP later tonight again. 🥰