u/Hanazora_

How it feels to be 4 months on E and I still haven’t magically turned into a cis woman yet
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How it feels to be 4 months on E and I still haven’t magically turned into a cis woman yet

nah but unironically how do u guys deal with the patience part of things? Its tough to just accept that im not even close to the end yet and my body isnt gonna stay this way?

u/Hanazora_ — 14 days ago
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You have one chance to go back in time for 10 minutes to see your 10 year old self and tell them to troon out. You cannot beat them to death with a crowbar or yell at them. How do you convince them?

u/Hanazora_ — 15 days ago
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Like rrealy loud like goku: AAAAAAAAAAAAGGHHH!!!!!

its like getting nanoboosted, like ana from overwatch hit me with her wrist thingie “youre powered up get in there” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!

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u/Hanazora_ — 16 days ago
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Any other nonas relate? im the orange cat u cant be the orange cat

u/Hanazora_ — 16 days ago
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I actually did move recently to a very rural part of my state, now I work in a small welding shop as a mechanical engineer and everyone single person here is a cis white male. Any coming out tips?

u/Hanazora_ — 17 days ago
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Ok so next time ur in public and realize the hrtitties are popping too much or something, dont get scared, just start acting like ur in a ts manga

you are the mc who randomly changes into a woman at inconvenient times, imagine an audience of reppers reading this manga watching u and being like “wtf i wish that was me”

just act all mousey and embarrassed “i hope no one notices!!!” cover ur chest awkwardly, sprint out of rooms randomly, its kind of fun, my life a manga fr. i did this in an elevator one time when i realized my nips were poking thru my shirt, just covered them up and looked away while i knew everyone else was wondering wtf i was doing, and i imagined like i was the protag and this is actually what i really want, but im so tsundere or something i cant admit it

nonas please try this and report back

u/Hanazora_ — 18 days ago

Over the last year I was in a really awful place, I’ve been s*icidal on and off and almost followed through at the end of december due to crossdressing and thinking I just looked like a disgusting creepy man when i looked in the mirror.

I decided it was time to try something new instead of just trying to get rid of dysphoria through sheer willpower for 10 more years. 4 months of HRT later, I decided to try wearing femme clothes / makeup again. I guess it’s hard to see the forest through the trees, because I literally didn’t even notice how much my body had changed until I did this - I’m completely elated, I didn’t know joy like this was even possible. I’m sad I’ve robbed myself of this for so long.

I recorded a video of myself in the outfit and used my fem voice to make a little message to myself to encourage myself for whenever I get worried in the future. Watching that video back, im actually kind of getting derealization, that girl in the video is unrecognizable to me, in the best possible way it looks like a completely different person. And all I want to do is stop putting her away after I take pictures. I want to be her forever, i didnt want to take anything off to go to bed. I wish I could do this more often. I’m not out to anyone other than my wife but I have a feeling lifes going to get a lot easier the longer I go.

Thanks for reading 💗

u/Hanazora_ — 19 days ago