My gay awakening is a local celebrity, how do i get over this crush?
First of all, happy pride mga bading!!! I just need an advice or perhaps a reality slap. Please help me 😭 so basically my gay awakening is a local celebrity in the music scene. I know that she’s gay and i met her for the first time recently (as a fan ofc) and i just can’t shake this all-consuming crush that i have for her.
Of course in my mind, i know it will never happen but sometimes i get all delusional with the idea that she is somehow “reachable” if that makes sense (just because she’s not your typical A-list celebrity.) That maybe i can go to enough shows and she’ll notice me in the crowd, maybe become friends, and then maybe become something more? I KNOW HOW THIS SOUNDS. But like i said, i can’t help it. 😭 please please what can i do to at least balance out the energy i’m spending thinking about her because honestly she is all i think about. #unhinged
I know i need to focus on myself but can you please give me something specific? 🧎🏻♀️🤲🏼 thank you agad! 🥹