Body image
Looking for advice as well. I have a horrible relationship with my body. I’m 5’4 and 140 pounds and can’t seem to lose any weight whatsoever. Every year in every group I’m in the fat friend. Always the fat character in group costumes, always the one people give their food to, etc. I put on a swimsuit today to go tan and I’m so disgusted with how I look. I’m not technically overweight according to bmi, but I sure look like it and I’m pretty close. I just want to be skinny. I want to be the friend that guys go up to, the friend who everyone says is so gorgeous. I’ve had on and off eating disorders since I was 13. I’m miserable in how I look. Every time I see a girl remotely thinner than me all I can think about is how amazing she looks and how much I want that. It consumes me.