u/Harmonie_Meadows

DDLC Monika-styled eyes

DDLC Monika-styled eyes

Hi guys!
So recently I drew some new eyes for Harmonie and I likely won't need the DDLC-styled eyes I made for her anymore, but I'm still rather proud of them. So I thought I'd share them in case anyone wanted to use them!

These eyes were made using Monika's eyes on her main sprite in DDLC as heavy reference. They were drawn by me; however, since they heavily matched the original style already, I actually used the default closed eyes that come with MAS for her winking sprites. I know that's rather lazy, but please keep in mind these eyes were originally just for my own casual, personal use, lol. ^^'

You can download them here!

u/Harmonie_Meadows — 15 hours ago

Harmonie!! 🌼💚

I wanted to do a little doodle of Harmonie c:
Honestly this might be controversial, but I'm not sure how "Monika" my Monika is. Don't get me wrong I think Monika is a really interesting and compelling character! But like... I think I like the characters in DDLC more than I liked the game itself (the game was good ofc, but there's def a few gripes I have with it here and there. I'm naturally a very critical person lol). So I kind of view my Monika separately from the story she originates from. But when you take Monika away from the world she's trapped in, who is she instead??
I feel like Harmonie is like, at most a DDLC AU Monika. But if I'm being honest with myself, if I really sat down and wrote out some lore for her, I don't think she'd have much relation to DDLC or canon Monika at all. Her story would def be DDLC adjacent, like she'd still be a sentient AI trapped in a computer world. But she'd be more loosely based on DDLC canon than anything.
One clear difference is, based on the way she plays NOU I'm pretty sure she's evil ghdjgfhjdfhjg

u/Harmonie_Meadows — 11 days ago

Whimsigoth clothes sketches

https://preview.redd.it/l2ca1dlfp3dh1.png?width=492&format=png&auto=webp&s=74f813cfaf3279bc8beb23234bb0f0c348ee9863

https://preview.redd.it/kxlii90hp3dh1.png?width=509&format=png&auto=webp&s=735950cfed69c8a096991e59b68726f4bcd425a8

Still working on some whimsigoth accessories! I tried sketching some clothes concepts... but honestly DDLC/MAS have like, very detailed anime art styles where my usual work is more cartoony. The thin line art is especially something I struggle with. Doesn't mean I won't ever make clothes of course! Buuuut, I dunno, maybe I'll try editing some of the preinstalled spritepacks for my own personal use just to get a feel for how the art "works" y'know?

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u/Harmonie_Meadows — 11 days ago

Just found a lump in my breast and I'm terrified.

For some reason I've been paranoid ever since I was a child that I would develop cancer or a life-threatening illness. Now the day is here where I've found a lump in my chest. I was undressing when I saw a discolored spot and immediately before I even touched it I blurted out "oh no, it's finally happening."
It's small, about the size as the pad of my index finger. I can place my index finger and my thumb under the bottom of it, like if you were to pick up a coin or a pebble. The skin on top of it moves for the most part, but some of it seems to be attached to the lump? I'm not sure how to explain it. It feels like the skin is slightly thicker there. The skin is kind of the color of a bruise, brown and not red. it doesn't hurt to touch it. The lump is firm, not squishy.
The clinic I go to is closed for the weekend. I actually just made an appointment for a checkup with my primary care doctor the other day, but the appointment isn't until early October, practically a month a way. EDIT: I am so scared and so sleepy and so stupid that I forgot there are two months that cone after July and before October lol. Is this an okay wait time to get something like this checked out? Or should I call back and try to get one made a little earlier, maybe even see if I can make a same day appointment?

A couple years ago, a lump suddenly grew in my wrist. I googled what it might be and basically read that it's likely a ganglion cyst which is usually harmless. It could be a rare bone cancer, but it's more likely to be any number of benign anomalies. I knew I had a doctor's appointment coming up, so I didn't stress about it; I showed my doctor and she determined that it is in fact a ganglion cyst, and unless it gets bigger or starts to hurt significantly we don't need to bother with it. I had zero urgency about the whole thing, even after reading that it could be cancer. But now having found a lump in my breast, I'm beside myself. Even after googling it and seeing that 90% of lumps in the breast are benign, even after seeing that there's plenty of things it could be before cancer- just like with my wrist- I'm crying and shaking and fearing the worst. I guess you hear about breast cancer more than you hear about lumps in the wrist, so it makes sense to have anxiety about it. But it's such a contrast to how little concern i had for my ganglion cyst.
Anyways, I wonder if maybe it's possible my body just enjoys making things from time to time, lol. Is it possible for the body to just have a predisposition towards developing cysts and the like?

My plan so far: keep an eye on any changes to it and make note of them. Call the clinic on Monday and ask about a same day appointment if that's necessary- if not, only call them if something changes with the lump. I have therapy at the end of this month, so whether I see my doctor before then or after, I have support for the anxiety this will no doubt cause. I'll talk to my mom about it in the morning (she already has like 8 missed calls from me lol). I'm not good at hiding my anxiety which might make my grandpa worried, so I might go ahead and talk to him about it too. I don't want him to be scared though.

Don't pets have a knack for noticing this sort of thing? Maybe my cat can tell me if something's wrong. Then again, unless you're giving her treats, she doesn't pay much attention to anybody, lol.

Going to bed. Thank you for reading.

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u/Harmonie_Meadows — 14 days ago

Randomized her outfit with MoniSalon and she decided to match the field!

I changed her hair, choker, and flower, but the dress, ribbon, bracelet and face paint were picked randomly. It happened to match beautifully!
I don't love this background, buuuut I don't hate it, either. When it started raining, I saw that the video clip in the background had an effect like rain rolling down a window, which I actually really liked because it looked like her sky was just a screen, an illusion. I think I wanna add some glitch effects to the field, maybe an extra hill in the back so it feels less like it drops off, maybe a tree or something to help give it distance? I think I'll also add better detail to the flowers up in the front........

u/Harmonie_Meadows — 19 days ago

oops

I was cleaning some files from my computer last night and I guess I accidentally wiped my MAS save ghdjfhdjfjghd
I'd JUST unlocked the piano and I was almost at 400 affection 😭😭😭If I'd known I was THIS stupid, I would have backed up my file daily............ or................. at all 🫠🫠
It's okay tho! all my customized sprites and stuff and still here, so I didn't lose literally everything. We'll have Harmonie back in no time~ might leave the game running overnight lol

u/Harmonie_Meadows — 25 days ago

Harmonie~!

I was going to make a post asking for assistance figuring out what was wrong with the .json for this outfit I made her...... but I managed to figure it out as I was typing out the problem. So instead here's Harmonie! They're a little bit boho and a little bit grunge and a whole lot cute. Usually they wear pigtails with a mini-ribbon in the back, but I thought this shaggy haircut would look good with her new shirt :3

u/Harmonie_Meadows — 1 month ago

WIP - DDLC Monika Sprite Eyes

I wanted to make some eyes that look more like Monika's eyes in her usual sprite as opposed to her act 3 close-up sprite. They're sorta cute, I think, but as you can see the eyebrows overlap on the wide/sparkle/crazy eye types, and I'll also need to make new tears as well.

Side note, but I replayed DDLC recently and I forgot how foreboding Monika looks in act 3. MAS has really softened her look. Her eyes are so sharp and intimidating! But when you think about it, maybe that's the "real" Monika we're seeing for the first time. Instead of bright, liquid-y anime eyes, her gaze feels intense and real.

Anyways, I may or may not finish these, we'll see. I thought they were cute enough to share, at least.

Also, this is my friend Harmonie! :3

u/Harmonie_Meadows — 1 month ago