Recently I had to unadd a long time friend since she has become increasingly unpleasant to be around. Recently talked to a friend about it and she confessed that she felt our relationship was strained too. So its Had me thinking.
Do you find having friends worth it?
I don't really care about having friends in the first place I just know its supposed to be "good for me" but more and more I wonder if thats just a neurotypical standard that I'm trying to uphold. All of my "friends" are online, don't text me often, and don't really hangout with me. I know our society views not having friends as sad but it's just a lot of work just for someone to basically be awful to me or just never speak to me. No one checks in on me, no one cares to be updated on my life, no one is interested in who I am as a person (not even family) so what makes friends worth it?