I think I’m losing my faith
Recently I’ve realized I’m not sure about religion anymore. I’ve been drifting away from God for a good while now and tbh I don’t think I was ever really that close with him. I haven’t been going to church like I used to and I think I was only going because it was the “right thing to do”. I used to teach at my church but had to stop because of work and even when I was there all the time I never felt that closeness everyone talks about. I’ve asked God to talk to me or show me he’s with me for months now and I’ve been met with nothing but silence or I’m just not catching it. I feel so far away from God that I’m at a loss on what to do. I don’t want to give up and I feel awful for feeling this way but I need something to change I guess. I want to feel what others feel. One positive I have is that I’ve been talking with a coworker that’s catholic and listening to some podcast about Catholicism and it’s been really peaking my interest. Maybe I’ll visit a Catholic Church soon. Is there anything I should be trying or maybe just some words of encouragement to keep going? Thank you in advance.