u/HeHeWaa

I've known for years but I'm, as a rule, chronically unable to fight for my own happiness. Though as time goes by my dysphoria's only gotten worse and I'm only getting balder... and I also live in rural West Virginia. Is there literally any hope or should i just get comfy in the closet?

Edit: thank you everyone for the advice and the kind words,,, it's been way more than just helpful. I only started trying to un-repress recently after i completely broke down and sobbed and screamed to my mom that my body has never felt like it was mine. For as maybe too late as it is, I ordered finasteride and minoxidil today and scheduled an appointment with my therapist this week to crack the egg to them. But either way I know that I want to be the authentic version of myself regardless of how much hair I have on my head.

This is the first time that I can even remember that I feel like there's even a small chance that I might be able to be happy with my appearance. I geniunely didn't think that that would ever be possible, thank you all 💞.