I can’t wait
i can’t wait to just die, this years been horrible. Fired from my job where i got called a school shooter and was bullied the whole time. It’s becoming clear to me that im fucked. I just can’t wait to die, i can’t stand other people i just want to be left alone. i’ve been bullied since middle school and every time i think about life as a whole and people, it just makes me wanna die even more. Every waking day is horrible and insufferable, im planning on not lasting until the end of the year. And im excited. i sit in my room and think about how one day im not gonna have to go to a job i hate, im not gonna have to work for the rest of my life, im not gonna have to get bullied by other young adults with girlfriends and there life’s toghter, im just gonna be dead. and im glad about it. I wasn’t born to do anything but to suffer, i hope my freinds don’t remember me, i just hope im forgetting. i don’t want anybody to care cause i don’t care. Any thoughts?