u/Healthy-Fact-2890

In exactly a week I'll be a year clean, and im so so proud of myself. Ive struggled with self harm since I was 11, and right now is the longest period of time ive ever gone without cutting for 8 whole years. But the closer and closer I get to that 1 year mark the more I want to relapse. The urge isn't as strong as it was when I was cutting daily, but I still have it in the back of my mind despite not even thinking about it until around a month ago.

Does anybody else feel like this? That the closer they get to an important milestone the more they want to relapse?