u/Healthy-Mess-62

So many things had happend which takes to much time to explain. But in simple terms, i dropped out of school 2 times, never gotten a job, and never went to my therapy appointment. All due to anxiety.
I truly dont know what im going to do. Theres so many things I wanna do but cant. My main goals are to get an education and get a job. But it makes me feel physically sick by just the thought of it.
I quite literally dont know what to do. Does anyone have an anxiety so ab du cant leave the house? How am i supposed to live like this. There’s nothing more that i want then for this to get better.