I’ve been numb for a month now. How do I heal properly?
We both are in late 20s, he’s working but went back to university for a course and that’s when we started drifting apart. We never made it official cause we knew his parents wouldn’t accept us.
Long story short, he feel out of love, we decided to stay friends but it’s been miserable. We used to talk daily and now nothing. He does call sometimes but on days/ weeks he doesn’t, I feel numb.
It’s not a proper no contact right now (it was one but I called him twice and he answered). I still miss him, he was a part of my routine.
I’ve joined a gym, working on myself but I still feel numb and feel no emotion. I’m currently isolated from my family and friends and would stay like this for a year so I don’t even have places to go. Even if I go out, I come back and sulk.
Worst part is, I FEEL NOTHING. I’ve been in bed since 10 hrs, scrolling and doing and feeling nothing. I don’t even eat properly anymore. How long does it this numbness last.