Idk what to do I’m at my whits end
Before I even start this I wanna say I do love my wife, So last night was me and the wife’s anniversary we decided to go out for the evening it was all in all a good evening, But there’s one thing I’ve been noticing over the length of our marriage and it really bothered me last night,we have had our ups and downs just like any other couple out there but last night we was out for our 4 year anniversary and we went to the casino she pulled her money out and handed me some and then proceeded to walk off away from me and start playing so I didn’t say anything to her I just went on and enjoyed the evening with my wife well I went a different way and started to play a lil bit later I got up and started looking for her so when I spot her I walk up and sit beside her she gets up and walks to a different machine I then get up and walk to a different area and try to call her and she just looked at her watch and shook her head. I asked her what that was about and she denied looking at her watch then at the end of the night as we are going home I basically got told there isn’t no anniversary fun time, cool ok not in the mood tonight I get it,(she hasn’t touched me in 18months no sex no feel up grab ups anything like that) so is the end of our marriage or do I continue to mentally kill myself???