23/F Masc. Need help, guys. What should i do?
Hi! I have a girlfriend (24F), we started dating around few months ago and we're official around april. Recently I've been feeling nothing for her. Is it because I'm healing and feeling okay?
Context: we started dating around December, everything seems so fine. February, i lost one of my siblings. I felt emptiness and grief, but thankful bcos she's there. After a month, i found out that she's been talking to someone behind my back, worse they're calling each other while she's at my place while me being busy at my siblings burial. I was emotionally unavailable when i found out and felt nothing, still accepted her even tho she cheated. We tend to argue, she always comes up with something like bringing up past arguments. Also, she doesn't accept my opinion about living together, she wants us to live together but I don't. She's always mad and doing silent treatment afterwards. Even when i don't feel to sleep with her, she gets mad. P.s i let her finish but she wants to do it to me and I didn't agree.
Months passed by, I'm lost. Idk if i still have feelings for her. Did i agree to be her gf because i love her or just i need someone coz I'm grieving. Right now, i don't know anymore. Can someone give thoughts about it? Should i leaver her? I'm scared of being wronged. Pressured from my family and her friends since they met me and they seem to like me.