Feeling Defeated
I had a dermatology appointment today in hopes that she could help tie my skin symptoms to my years of inflammatory back pain, skin and eye symptoms, elevated inflammatory markers, and overall systemic symptoms for the last 5 years. These past few weeks after significant emotional stress my scalp flared up. It won’t let me share a photo but it was red, flaking, itchy and had little red scabs on it. The right side of my face then flared really badly with redness and bumps. It also flared behind my ears and a small vaginal fissure appeared. Following that I had a full body flare with chronic muscle tension, joint pain, debilitating fatigue, diarrhea (I couldn’t even get out of bed on Tuesday). My face has only responded to a strong steroid in the past. I’ve tried protopic and low dose doxycycline. She told me this is all just rosacea and encouraged me to continue using the doxycycline and prescribed me a rosacea cream. I am just feeling so defeated. She said that psoriasis doesn’t come and go, it comes and stays. For anyone with mild psoriatic involvement, does your experience sound anything like this? I can share a photo privately if necessary. It’s been 5 years and I’m just so tired of chasing a diagnosis. Any encouragement is appreciated.