I need help, I can't satisfy my "God's thirst"
I have been praying to God for years now, and it has changed my life. I love God immensely, and that is precisely why I want to take my prayer to a higher level; I feel the need to do so because, by now, there is nothing I do in relation to God that brings me satisfaction – I always have an IMMENSE desire to meet Him. No amount of prayer, Bible reading, etc. makes me feel satisfied; in fact, even when I pray, I feel it isn’t enough. I wish I could at least hear His answers, His voice, and speak to Him face to face, go for a walk with Him, and be able to hug Him. Not because I don’t believe, but because I feel that traditional prayer is no longer enough for me; it’s as if my way of praying is too superficial for the relationship I’ve now built with Him. Perhaps it’s because my way of showing love is through physical contact; that’s exactly what I’m missing from Him – something more tangible, a gentle touch, a voice… I also try to put into practice what I learn by treating my neighbour as I would myself
I apologise if I’ve been repetitive. May God bless you all, and thank you in advance