need help please don’t judge
sorry if this is a really lengthy post but i wanted to include as much details as possible. i’m freaking out and idk what to do, would really appreciate some help!
my cycles range around 30+ days. in march, my period came as per normal from 25/03 to 30/03. in april, i went on a vacation but had a really irregular period, way earlier than expected on 12/04 and abnormally long till 26/04. normally my periods last 5-7 days.
i was sexually actively with my partner on 28/4. weeks did it twice, he ejaculated in the condoms twice and pulled out before he ejaculated. in between the two times, we changed condoms and he wiped down with dry tissue. however, the second time when we had sex at the start he wasn’t fully erected (but still only put in with a condom). the app says my fertile window starts 29th.
then, on 11/05 i started to have light bleeding (still way earlier than the predicted period on the app which was supposed to be 17/05. there wasn’t much dark red blood, but once it was rather dark and mucus like, but every time it doesn’t soak the pads. on 13/05 we did it again (still with condom and pulled out before ejaculated). this day, i was brown spotting a little. after 13/05, i stopped light spotting.
ever since 11/05 i’ve been having period symptoms (or i think?), like leg cramps and backaches. but now im wondering if it’s possible that somehow something went wrong somewhere and i’m somehow pregnant??? i am not able to get my hands on a test yet, and also as stupid as it is, i’m really scared and feel SICK thinking of doing the test and seeing it positive… i came from a really conservative society and i guess that’s why im abnormally anxious of getting pregnant, and yeah i will be abstaining until i get all the anxiety sorted out. but i just wanted some reassurance maybe? or some insights from people. thank you so much in advance